first morning waking up from the hospital, im still a cute nigga even though a lot of shit almost happened to me
this girl is beyond amazing still to this day , our first kiss since summercamp, she looked so good her sw16
day 2 of writing about her
its the 2nd day im writing about her n i miss her even more than i did yesterday. its not the same honestly, not at all i go to text u then i think i shouldnt idk how good u are, if your good at all but im not i miss u horribly n u left when it felt like i needed ur beautiful face so much. the days have sucked the nights have been worse n tomorrow i start walking with no one holding my arms anymore. i know ur life hasnt been the best recently for reasons of your own but my life wasnt ready to have u walk out its been quite depressing n way harder without you, i miss u everyday n you know that id do anything for you
as most of you know
May 2nd 2012 i was in a horrible 3 car crash. im writing this from the hospital right now because up until a few days i was still with danielle velazquez. this girl was much more than my girlfriend she was my everything, my bestfriend my soulmate my bestfriend, everything but she was having her own problems recently so we needed to split for a little while, unfortunately she doesnt know how much she meant to me, she was my princess, my love, my minnie mouse, she was my belle n i was her beast thats the way things were if u tried coming between her n myself u were about to be secondhand because she was so important to me, danielle was my queen i kid u not but when i was in the hospital i made a couple mistakes i feel horrible about, i cursed her out n shit on accident cause i was on meds n thats not how i feel about u, u were my princess, my absolutely beautiful girlfriend n the truth is from deep inside of me that im sorry, i been in the hospital thinking about her day n night n when she saw me when were still together with her aunt my heart dropped, tbh ive been working so hard n getting better so fast just so i could see her smile, i love her smile, honestly i could spend forever n a day with that girl cause i love her my whole life she was my first babe my first kiss, my first love n i miss her n i want her back more than anything in this entire world
